January 2011
lostboysinwonderland asked: your hair looks so long! gorgeous dearest xx
lostboysinwonderland asked: p.s. is this http://sanbernardinowelcomesyou.tumblr.com/post/2404889515 judy garland?
December 2010
I was on my knees, repaying you or begging you to love me, honestly, I don’t fucking know why I was doing what I was doing. I was on my knees, and you grabbed my hand, interlaced the fingers, pressed it against your thigh.
You have no idea how much I needed that, with how degraded I’d felt.
“This is the first time I’ve ever gotten old. I don’t know much about...”
Just when I start to trust you, you fuck everything up.
And just when we’ve established that you shouldn’t talk to Kevin, you do.
And just when I think everything is okay, it turns out that it isn’t.
I love you so much, Morgan.
Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Ben: “I learned ‘First Day of My Life’ to play for you on my guitar.”
